"Needy Girl" (back to the past...

It's not that she doesn't like you anymore, or as she doesn't need you, she just is really ambivalent and she can't afford needing you. she wants to move on and the past isn't letting her go. She's lost. that's true. but it seems like she isn't doing anything to find her path. that's what it seems. I'm not sure if that's true. she won't tell me anyway as i believe she also doesn't know. She's afraid of not finding her way, a way, so she keeps these thoughts as an excuse. She ain't -yet- a bad girl. she has done some bad stuff. but ain't a bad girl, yet. I don't think she mean it when she says she wants to be a bad girl. but she thinks she has to be some thing. better that be nothing or something undefined. she needs names. she needs to know what to call things. she doesn't want you to like her but she will miss you not liking her. she's ambivalent. I guess most of us are, but many solve that dilemma quickly. she's a needy girl!! and when she's in control she likes to play games.