"sand"

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

http://www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/bob_dylan/how_many_roads-lyrics-214560.html

-my friend. what am i doing on this earth if i pulled away all the people that i thought were my friends. did i pulled them away? (the only thing i know is that i was/am in need of someone that would held me and i would trust. you may be an unknown. for now, maybe i would prefer an unknown friend; like that i could believe and trust you, i wouldn't judge you if i didn't know you. No, i just need someone that talks my language. my own and unique language. what happens in the way. in that road.
and now have some people that i call friend but i don't even trust. how can anyone call other someone a friend if it doesn't trust it.
Trustability, so rare indeed. doe anyone cares. sometimes, i do care, but only when i need it.
i think i don't like this world. not this one.
and again and again mixing all the channels.
maybe this is not her world. it's her mom's world. it is not even her mother's world. or am i kust giving them too much power. losing all her power?!

is she becoming Grace? would she be grace. are you grace?
http://www.iconmovies.co.uk/dogville/

i need to listen nd. so many things that you need, ain't that the problem? -just give me the blues. just give me blues and i promise i will be fine.