Anxiety

are you planing to call?! I would like too...I´m kind of too anxious and i think talking to you might help...well, maybe not...and if i send this then you i don't know if you are calling because you want or because you think i need/ want

and fear to always be a failure in the society.
Is it darling? Have you been so lonely?
I am indeed. Did i tell you that i am christian? I believe that only maybe my spirituatility and my faith might help me fill this hole. when i forget about that...i just fuck. and it's nice. but at the end the hole is even deeper. Do you think you can help me, honey? Not fucking. not today. today i don't feel like fucking? Do you know being unemployed makes the hole even deeper. ....